im losing her

God
y is tis happening??
everyday i pray tat tis wudnt come
but y ini yg jd??
y must it come down to tis??
y must it b tis complicated??
y is it hard 4me to get to her??
y is it so difficult 4me to win her heart??
it seems like everything was fine but now??
but i choose tis path so bitter or not i just av to keep on walking kan??
im here as always
praying tat 1day she'll walk wit me
n im sure tat day will come
even its gonna take 20years more
or maybe 4eva
coz aku degil
n im not letting go of anything
coz i wanna make tis
d greatest love in my life
even i cant live long enuf to make it happen
but at least i manage to live long enuf to see myself loving her
God
if tis is d test U put on me
im glad tat U do
coz i noe i can b strong enuf to get through
n i noe its worth a fight
n i promise myself
i wud giv a hell b4 i die
coz im not quiting
not even close
bring everything against me
not gonna change a thing
its just gonna make me more tough
more degil n more bebal
coz y??
bcoz i love so damn fucking much!!!